One Way Stop to Confidence

:( workout fail

I feel incredibly down right now because I started breaking out into a sweat and started heaving not even 10 minutes into the zumba class D: I admit I haven’t stepped at the gym for about…6 months…(wow I just realized this o.0!!)

I’ve avoided posting any updates about myself weight-wise. But I guess I need to stop suppressing my fears but I can never learn to embrace it and conquer my future. I’d request if you’re reading this, that you can make a silent prayer or idk something lol and send it this way. :) it would mean the world to me! (And I’m sure Tashnuva too)!

I’m BACCKKKK

And totally demotivated.

I gained about 10 pounds since last summer. UGH

The past couple days, bringing in my workout gear to work was a pain in the ass for me. Today, I actually brought them in but have no motivation at all to actually hit the gym, due to my boyfriend wanting to hang out with me instead :/

Let’s see how tomorrow goes.

-tash

Try this today…

Keep telling yourself you are an important person. You have places to be and people to meet. Embrace that mantra -when you think you’re important, you feel important, and thus inevitably become important.